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Monday, May 17, 2010

the beauty of friendship

Friendship..means different things to different people. I for one think that friendship is not just making new acquaintances but learning from them and thus being a better person through it.. That's what friendship has taught me, to accept, to love, to be and to share.

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

the human psyche

You know how that saying goes.."the older you get the wiser you get"?? Well,I don't think that saying was talking about me.I'm not blowing my own horn but I think I"m an old soul.That's the only reasonable explanation to why I'm so philosophical. Todays thought revolves around the human need to want more.
From experience I've drawn that I always need something,someone or anything just to make me a bit happier. If it's that special someone or that lovely cologne or even that day out just chilling I always want something and when my mum said these words something just clicked, " Why do our stomachs never get full. Why are we always hungry?? ".
Why is it we are all filled with this need to want so much? World domination, a better lover, just one more pair of shoes,that coat in the window-because it's whey better than the one i bought last week-, a larger house, a better job, a better life and even when we get it all we still want it all.
Maybe colonize a planet or two, be God and some other overly ambitious plots and schemes. Why can't we just be content when we get there? When we have that steady job, monthly savings scheme, that soul-mate you aren't to fond of because you think you're to good for them? Why aren't we content?? Happy with what you want rather than furious at what we can't get and just live.

#Smile like you mean it-The killers

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

the epitome of venting

This is my predicament. I haven't applied for uni yet. I know, i know, i should have done it three months ago but I was BUSY.. And not BUSY-African style- I mean BUSY-like working in a job busy-. The thing is I have till 14th of May to do IT but I haven't cleared with my school yet-which seems to be bearing no fruits- and I have to clear my fees-not the exaggerated 11,000 shs they say i had but the 4,000 shs I know I didn't pay only because it's for some bogus tuition we supposedly got but didn't- then pay for an application then apply then wait to get in then worry about how I'll pay for it all.
Life is just the ish,isn't it? Worries at every turn with random sporadic jolts of fun and then some. Truth be told I'm usually positive and all but COME ON can't a guy get a break?? Scratch that,I Anyway,I'm marching myself over to that school early in the morning with my receipts at hand and getting myself signed out. And that's is going to happen whether you like it or not universe. Kiss my cosmic butt and then some.
Anyway,enough about that,let's go to my love life. I'm still searching but I think I found one. You know who u are. Anyway,our late night calls and texts just lit up my heart and I'm sprang. Given my past and my vow to fall in love you have another thing coming. No holding back,no cheating-or attempted cheat or not really cheating but pretend-to-cheat-so-you'd-break-up-with-me cheating. So,I'll tell you when it all gets juicy.

Monday, May 3, 2010

relationship aftermath

Dealing with exes is both tiring and a mind game. Sure you want to seem over each other when your not and look like you’ve moved on when you’re stuck in relationship limbo and they've apparently got new bait. And the sad thing this whole mess is that you weren't really in love and your attempts at looking miserable work out too well. Being exes is hard enough without the weird after friends effect. You know. When you were friends before then you become more than that then you end up as friends by default because your friends are friends and all you want to do is be friendly and all your attempts seem like feeble attempts of getting them back then you try not to seem too involved then you end up looking like the bad guy. Truth be told I am moving on and the sad thing is I don't want you to know,not because I'm being defensive or anything,It's just because you are too so by looking all sad and single you have a better chance of doing so.
I want us to be friends and all but you make it so hard with your boyish attempts at making me feel bad. I don't want to see who you've moved on with I just want us to be strings deep rooted feelings of revenge..none of that ,just pals..that's all I want..

| this ain't a love song-scouting for girls