Conditioning or Reality?

And I don't mean the thing you mix into your after you rinse out your shampoo..... I mean what we're made to think we should do.....

Am I conditioned to love?

of exes and labels

The fly is dead…

Found it on my window sill today...

I bet he came to say goodbye… J

Kinda feel like he deserves a burial

Shit! Is it even male?

*attempts to find out gender*

HEEEEEEEEEY!! I wasn’t looking for boy bits.

Perv!

My best friend ranted about his ex today

Sorta wish he’d give that up and move on

Don’t know where to but anywhere is better than where he is right now

But I’m sure he will soon

Vixan broke up with me today

I know what ya’ll are thinking

That hypocrite,

How dare he hate on his friend for lingering on 'the ex' and tell us he broke up with his ex again?

Well, it’s not that simple

She didn’t like the ambiguity of our current relationship

Nah! ‘Status’ sounds much better

…… current status

I wasn’t leading her on

I promise

We were just having a great time

We both broke up with the people we were dating and started hanging out again

We were exes

We were allowed

It was fun

Now she had to try and define what we have

Made it more complicated

Made it more of an issue

Made it more of a thing

With mass and everything

I don’t like labels

Life’s got too many grey areas to categorize

She had a problem

I tried to fix it

Asked her what she wanted

Boom!

She said she wanted us to have boundaries

“Have any in mind”, I asked

“Nope, you feel hungry? We should split a serving of chips”, she replied.

She got all ‘dark cloud’ and I was my usual positive self

I’m sorry when I get uncomfortable I tend to laugh a lot

And when she gets this way I don’t know what to do

So I just try to lighten the mood

It’s how I deal with things

Didn’t work

Don’t know how she’s doing

Can’t call because I’ll seem too nice

I like her

Too bad it can’t work out

The fly is dead.

It could be a sign.

Hope is lost.

Guess we’ll just be friends now.

Wasn’t that what we were to begin with?

I'm perplexed.

See why I hate labels?

They just confuse you.

|Fix You- Coldplay